by making this book and  dissecting lingering memories from my formative years I was hoping to uncover something about myself I didn't totally understand. Starting with my discovery of Kylie Minogue's music video for 'Can't Get You Out of My Head' - I started to see more clearly why I still have such a deep attachment to the early 2000s/certain visual motifs. And Ironically enough through that, I also began witnessing the evolution of both queer-ness and the discomfort I have surrounding the 'real' and tangible.